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I'm tired of worrying incessantly about my low-paying summer job, college tuition, and debt. So, as of last night, I have taken up filling out bunches of scholarship applications. (Fastweb is my friend.) I wish I didn't worry so much, but I'm positively compulsive about it. I need to find things other than money-and-how-to-make-it to think about. Happy things--so thoughts of guys(ahem, or my lack thereof) are, unfortunately, right out.. *sigh* I think I'll just call it a night, so I can quit whining while I'm ahead. Now I'm going to crawl under the covers, put on a cd, and go to sleep.